Wednesday, December 8, 2010

One Solitary Tear - Sherrie Austin

Matchbox Twenty - If You're gone

Do Our Part (Dedicated to my Uncle)

Written By: Melissa S.
I know you aren't here,
for our talks.
We no longer have,
that ticking clock.

The time was taken,
and we can't have it back.
Our lives are finally,
somewhat on track.

We miss you so much,
you have no clue.
We will meet again,
and have catching up to do.

You're watching over us,
I am sure.
With your love,
that has always been pure.

So until we meet again,
you will be in our hearts.
Forever reminding us,
to do our part.

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Friday, November 19, 2010

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

What it means to love

What It Means To Love

Author Unknown

 As far as the ocean is wide
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special
a true miracle to me.
As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.
As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love.

Forever Love

          Forever Love       

Author Unknown

 You are my description of love
You are my description of friend
You are my description of everything
You are my description of beginning to end.
You have put me on a pedestal
You make me feel ten feet tall
You've always been there for me
You've loved me through it all.
You've stood by me through thick and thin
You've always been patient and kind
Just thought I'd let you know
You're the owner of this heart of mine.
So you ask how long I'll love you
Well this is what I have to say
Past, present, future, always
Forever and a day!

Hinder - Better Than Me


I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

Eminem - Mockingbird (Lyrics)

New Fool At An Old Game


You sure know what you're doin'
Holdin' me this way
And I'll go where you lead me
Anywhere you say
You've got me where you want me
So Darlin' please be kind
Before you take it all
And I make that final fall
You've got to keep in mind

(That) I'm a new fool at an old game
A kid out of school tryin' to find my way
But I don't know the rules, (so) teach me how to play
I'm just a new fool at an old game

Well maybe I'm a dreamer
Or maybe I'm naive
But when you say you love me
I start to believe
That coal can turn to diamonds
And this night will never end
But if it isn't so and I cry when you go
You've got to understand

(That) I'm a new fool at an old game
A kid out of school tryin' to find my way
But I don't know the rules, (so) teach me how to play
I'm just a new fool at an old game

Runaway - The Corrs (with lyrics)

 
Anyone that knows me knows that I have a huge passion for music. It's almost like a life line for me. 
I absolutely love the song Runaway by The Corrs. It is an amazing song. It has so much feeling and love put into it.  This is one of those songs I can listen to repeatedly if in the right mood.
Hope you enjoy it as much as I do!

Monday, November 15, 2010

Call Of Duty Black Ops

Wow what can be said about COD BO...Not much yet really. I like the game BUT, the lag in it is pathetic. It seems like they have taken the pc version of the game and made it a replica of what Xbox players like. I am sorry to say but if we wanted to play the Xbox we would play it ON THE XBOX!! There is a reason we are playing it on pc. Don't change it for us. I am personally getting really upset with the way that the COD's  have been turning out. 
I have found that if you find the right server, some of them aren't that bad with lag. I guess we will see what is in store for us when they come out with more patches. 
What ever happened to the larger servers? Now we can only play 18 players...WTF! And the maps were sooooo much better in the other COD's. I personally prefer a map that is more closed up that I can sneak around sometimes. The maps that are really open and people act like complete idiots just throwing a grenade back and forth kind of defeats the purpose of playing. I mean seriously how fun can a game be if all you're doing is throwing a grenade back and forth to see how many people you can kill, IF any.
Aside from that stuff, I like playing it. Not my favorite game out there but a game I could play to get away from MOH for a bit when I need a break. 
I haven't played the single player but my husband did and it took him 5.9 hours to beat it. I haven't played zombies yet either but I have heard that it is better than the multiplayer games. I will be trying it out soon! 

Gaming Communities (Gaming Clans)

I have belonged to a pc gaming community (gaming clan) for going on almost 5 years. I remember when battlefield 2142 came out and we were a really tight close knit clan. We all jumped on, started the servers and had a blast playing. That game has diminished quite a bit and isn't running as strong as it used to, which is to be expected since the game is getting old. But it seems that since that game isn't around much anymore, our gaming community has basically drifted apart a bit. Yes we still talk on the forums, some of them stick together and play certain games but it isn't like it used to be. I love my gaming community just the same though because of the people, they are like family to me. 

I recently met some people by playing in their server. Fantastic people actually. They invited me to their teamspeak while we were playing Medal of honor and I have been in their teamspeak every day since. I play on their M.O.H. server all the time. I love gaming with these guys. Truth be told it has made me really miss what our clan was like when we played 2142. They are pretty tight group and have fun playing their games together. It's a blast playing the games with those guys. I feel really lucky to have met them. 
I am looking forward to the clan scrim that we are planning with these guys, I think we will have a blast.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Rouge by Danielle Steel

This is a fantastic book. Tells a lot of what jealousy can do to a relationship, how some people never grow up and that it may take a special something to get them to grow up, also how a mother can definitely make it on her own with her children. I suggest reading it, you will be in for some surprises!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Medal Of Honor

I love this game! Yeah, it is a new game BUT like any new game online it has it's things that needs to be fixed. There are going to be new hacks that needs to be picked up on and a few bugs that haven't been fixed yet. Some days it's worse than others trying to play but all in all it is a fantastic game. Just watch out for the campers :) It would beat MW2 any day! So if you are a gamer definitely this game is worth it.

Amazing Grace by Danielle Steel

    Usually I am not a big fan of books like this but I really thought this was an amazing book. Danielle Steel expressed a lot of feeling in this book like she does all of her books. She makes you believe that this could really happen and of course it can. 
   What I wouldn't like about it usually is the way the story bounces from one person to another. I like to stick with people instead of wondering who I am going to be reading about on the next page. But this book was really easy to follow. Each person had their own problems and events going on in their life. It was really emotional like almost all of her books are. 
   If I had to rate this book being 1-10 I would say probably about an 8 and I know her books can make it to a 10. She is an amazing writer. This book is worth reading.
   The next book I will be reading is Rouge. When I finish I will definitely post about it.